First and foremost, I'd like to say I was raised going to church and growing up I have witnessed spiritual warfare and demonic attacks. I have been attacked before, having a scaly blue fleshed demon put its hand over my mouth and sit on me so I couldn't breathe, needless to say I don't mess around with evil spirits, I merely mind my own business and avoid watching movies like "Paranormal Activity," because I know such evil spirits exist and the things they are capable of scare me. However lately, due to a movie about paranormal beings, the thought of demons and other occult things have been increasingly on my mind... I smoke marijuana daily due to severe appetite loss and for relaxation from a long day at work.
This is where my story begins,
Saturday I stayed the night at a friends' house and we got high and went to bed. I slept in the guest bedroom, and about five minutes after getting into bed I felt an invisible yet gentle force enter inside me. I was so high and relaxed I just lay there on my back and eventually had an orgasm. Last night the incubus came back and this time it stayed longer and the sex was even more pleasurable and intense than the night before. I mean it literally made love to my body it was intense and all I could do was switch positions, I'm 18 and have not had sex (with a human being) but somehow I'm having sex with a spirit?
Someone please tell me what to do?
Of course I like the feeling from having multiple orgasms but I am worried that something like this is too good to be true or that I'm playing with fire. I want to know if this is safe, or if it's dangerous and what I must do to rectify the situation. The incubus (?) is gentle and doesn't hurt me or make me feel powerless, he just keeps pleasing me.
Is there a such thing as a good incubus?