All my life everywhere I went I seemed to be followed by both the divine and evil. I seemed to always move into a haunted house every place I lived, I begun to think it was me that was haunted and not my home. I sometimes think about this night and about everything else that has ever happened to me in my life and wonder if I'm really just crazy.
I know I'm not though because I had confided this story to my best friend once & a similar thing had happened to him when he was about 16. I just want to post this for anybody else whom this might have happened to and am too afraid or embarrassed to speak about it. I'm still not completely sure of what happened that night. I had a shaman friend once who told me it could have been an incubus but I just don't know.
I was 23 when this happened, I had just moved to the city by myself. I had got an apartment in an older part of the city. It was my 5th apartment but my 1st in Arkansas, This happened in Prairie Grove, A small city in the northwestern part of the state. From my first night there I knew it was an evil place. I saw things and heard things that were all too familiar to me. I knew what I had moved into but I had no choice I had to stay because I had spent all my money moving there and was broke. I did leave though after this all happened so now on with the story.
This happened to me in October 2007 about two weeks before Halloween and my birthday. It was about 3AM when I had a craving for some nachos and I figured since I couldn't sleep, I got up and went to a 24 hour gas station and got some. I got back in my car and drove home just 5 miles away. When I got there I turned off the car grabbed my nachos and started to get out when it happened. I felt a chill, a spike right through my spine like frozen electricity or something. I felt someone grab me and pull me back into my car, I fell into my seat and the door slammed. I felt the hands all over me rubbing me & stroking me. It seemed as if it was trying to seduce me or something.
It was made all the more terrifying because there was nothing there I was completely alone in the physical sense. I didn't see anything next to me but I could hear growls & feel what felt like claws or something grabbing me. It was fighting and I was trying to get away but it was stronger than me and it could easily over power me. Though I was still fully dressed I felt it penetrate me viciously over and over it just kept going. It hurt like hell and I tried to scream but nothing ever came out. No matter how hard I tried, it felt like I was paralyzed. I thought I was going to die and feared it would never end.
After what seemed like only a few minutes it finally ended. I looked at the clock and it said it was nearly 5AM so it had lasted over an hour. I still don't understand how it felt so short but lasted so long. I got inside my apartment and ran to the bathroom to check myself. I stared at myself in the mirror questioning myself and my sanity. Trying to figure out if it was all a dream or if it was real. It was a horrifying experience I'll never forget & believe me I wish I could.