It all started when I was 15 years old living in a little town of Bethlehem in Hickory NC... I was being attacked at night right after falling asleep... I really think it was a demon. I would be paralyzed it would start from my feet up to my chest and I would not be able to move nor scream. I would see things and hear things, including my name being called out. My bedroom would either be way too cold or hot. No one believed me up until it got inside my youngest sister and my family and neighbours saw her attack, she was rolling across the bed and speaking in tongue so I knew it was real.
I finally went to my grandmother and she claimed my great great great grandmother was a witch and as she laid dying she asked for someone in the family to take her hand and let her give them the powers and no one would so she said it would fall on the 4th generation of girls, and that would be me and my sisters, but I am the only one left with the attacks and I'm now 46 years old. And it has changed in the past 2 years doing things like an incubus. It's never totally went away just not chronic anymore. But I am never truly rid of it.
My grandma said pray it away and I have and that does help make it release me. But why me? And why will it not go away. My kids have also been attacked just not as bad. And why did it change from most my entire life like demonic attacks to a sexual incubus? How can I get rid of it for good? Of course the doctors say its sleep paralysis or post traumatic syndrome, but I can't accept that because of the fact we saw my little sister with it inside her and her speaking in tongue. But I am so tired of it. It isn't as strong for I know it feeds on my fear. But I really want it to go away or some kind of explanation. Was it the witch from generations ago that left a curse or did something else bring it in? How to get rid of it?