I started seeing ghosts when I was at least 6 years old. The ghosts I seen where that of a man and a woman, sometime holding hands. I think that they could be my late late grandparents on my mothers side, which I have never seen before in my life, they were already deceased before I was born.
These ghosts used to visit me quite often at night and I could see them walk into my bedroom and then as they would get over to me, they would hold me down and take my voice box away so that when I tried to scream I couldn't. I could feel their hands on my body just like they were still alive but I never knew why they were coming to visit me out of the 13 children that my parents had. The rest of my siblings said that they never experienced seeing any ghosts so they were only visiting me.
I moved from South Carolina to New Jersey when I turned 22 years old and the ghosts followed me even to New Jersey but I never saw them anymore. I could hear them walking into my bedroom and holding me down as always. I often wonder what I could have done to make them do me this way and I have no definitive answers. I am still confused why they bother just me and not some of my other siblings. I don't know if they mean me any harm, but when they hold me down and take my voice away, they seem to me as though they are very angry with me, but for what?
I developed spinal meningitis when I was six and a half months old and was literally on the brink of death until the doctor that was taking care of me withdrew most of my spinal fluid so that I would have a chance to live. It worked but from that I developed epilepsy because my nerves all over my body where destroyed, even the ones in my brain. I survived a very bad experience in my childhood but today I have different levels of seizures and cannot hold a steady job or a relationship with a girl because people are scared of me when I have a seizure.
I am wondering: is this the reason why the ghosts are bothering me and what are they trying to tell me or do to me?