Since I live in my grandma's house I cannot really make decisions on what happens in the house. I have talked with my mom about cleansing the house and she wants to do it but wants everyone out of the house first. This is hard since I do online school and so does my little brother, Jacob and we are both very behind in our school work. So I have been doing small stuff to try to protect myself. I got one of those protecting rocks and everytime I go into the back part of the house I say, "Leave me alone you are not welcome here leave this is our house not yours."
Well that worked for a few nights. I had my stone by me while I was sleeping one night and when I woke up it was gone. I looked under my pillows, in my blankets, around my bed and all over my bed. No luck finding it. I tried to just brush it off and go on with life then my telling whatever is in the house to leave me alone stopped working. I am being left alone physically but new stuff has started.
A few weeks ago I was carrying my cat, Jack and petting him and I jokingly said, "you'll protect me right?" when a male voice popped in my head and it said, "I eat cats for breakfast." Ever since then everytime I go back there I get thoughts that I would not normally have. I have also been extremely depressed and been a bit suicidal. In my dreams I get told I am going to die. I feel taunted everytime I go back there so I have been sleeping on the couch in the livingroom and send Jacob to get me things in my room if I need it.
Last night I was laying on the couch trying to fall asleep when I got a feeling of being watched then I heard what sounded like someone was pacing in front of the front door and I could see a shadow on the wall. I finally fell asleep and when I woke up Jacob had come into the livingroom and told me when he was in his room he looked up and saw the clothes in the closet moving and no windows were open.
Do you guys think that maybe my little buddy upstairs has followed me into the safe part of the house now?