This is in all seriousness. Please help. If you do not take me seriously do not comment.
I have always been very interested in all forms of Satanism since I was a child. When I was 12 I "sold" my soul to the devil by using my blood to write out a prayer and burned it over a candle for him. I now realize how ridiculous this was but deep down I feel I have done something terribly wrong. I have never believed in any god but I believe in dark forces and spirits. Not really Lucifer but just anything evil.
Ever since I did that when I was 12 (I am 18 now) I have had the feeling of being watched or followed everywhere, all the time. I have experienced bed shaking, shadows, humming, my name being called, ect.
Here is my ghost story or one example of something that has happened: It was daylight and I was looking in my bathroom mirror when I saw out of the corner of my eye a completely black shadow move very fast into my room. Thinking it was my nephew trying to get into my things I ran into my room a few seconds later. There was no one there.
This happens at least once every three months: I hear my name being called very clearly by a family member when I am home alone or when they are home but I just know that they actually didn't call my name.
I have moved over 15 times in my life and no matter where I stay, things still happen.
I am honestly not even really scared anymore because strange things like this happen to me all the time. I am worried though that what I did might be connected to what I have gone through and continue to go through.
Any comments/advice/similar stories would be greatly appreciated.