As I have stated in my first story, I have seen unusual things since I was a little girl. The thing is, I am absolutely addicted and obsessed to learning and researching demons. I feel like I am being reeled in, and I know that I could stop it but part of me does not want to. I finally got over the obsession and was focused on college, cleansing my room weekly, and having fun in life until a few weeks ago when things started up again.
I was laying in bed after a long day of work. As I lie there I got this overwhelming feeling of uneasiness. I then felt my bed 'thud' pretty hard. It scared the hell out of me, and I was terrified to go to sleep. After getting the biggest chill, I felt a pressure on me. Like someone was laying down on me, I suppose. After it went away, I convinced myself that I was overly tired, and was just hallucinating.
I am now seeing the shadows I used to, and getting the same uneasy feeling. Even at work, when I go to the storage room which is a huge garage, I get an immense amount of fear... I was having no problems until recently. I am now constantly obsessed again with researching demons, wanting to summon one, see one, hear one and I now have nightmares every single night. Nightmares that scare me so bad I wake up sweating and screaming.
I believe that there is a demon following me, as I always have thought. I believe that demons are a very addicting thing, and that once you look into the 'darkness', you can never really escape. What do I do now?