It has been a year and a bit since my last post, and things have begun escalating quite a lot in that time. Some changes have occurred, like my boyfriend moving out in December for work reasons and since his absence my room and the house has become a very tense atmosphere. There have been a few new experiences that have happened.
When my boyfriend had first moved out I felt a huge shift in the feeling of the room. My walk-in closet (which had given me bad vibes since the first day we had moved in) had always been a little chilly but now it would drastically drop in temperature and felt like a freezer whenever I tried to grab clothes. And on the odd night my room would radiate so much heat that I would actually start feeling sick and faint. Now, I should probably state that my room is fairly cut off from the rest of the heating in the house and the only way for my room to get THAT hot would of been from me cranking my heater on a disgustingly warm summer's day. And I haven't had a heater in my room since before my boyfriend moved out.
On another occasion I was home alone in my room. I was laying on my bed when I began dozing off. It couldn't of been more than 2 or 3 minutes later when very clearly I heard my boyfriend whisper my name in my ear. It startled me and I was very quick to move out into the living room to distract myself with some TV.
Thinking it was caused by my dreamlike state I had been falling into, I brushed it off as nothing more than my own imagination. That was until a few days later when my dad came into my room asking if I had been calling for him. Now, since moving in this wasn't the first time my dad had come to me asking if I had called for him when I hadn't and it had significantly increased the longer we were there, I just had never thought much of it. I annoyingly replied no and very confused he commented on how he thought he was going crazy. I asked why and he said that he's had quite a few instances where he'll hear my mom or me calling for him but yet when he goes to check we won't even be home or we are in a completely different room than the one the voice originated from.
I know in my last post a lot of people commented saying that my experience was likely just high EMF in the house that I was very sensitive too. But last time I checked EMF didn't result in drastic temperature changes and disembodied voices that not only me, but my father are also hearing.
For the most part, all the occurrences in my last post are still happening. Having a shower is still not an enjoyable experience. When it doesn't feel like someone is standing in the tub with me, I expect to pull the shower curtains back and see someone standing there. I've become so uncomfortable with it that I have made a fine art of showering within 5 minutes or less and I have even talked to my mom about it. She seemed concerned but there really isn't much she can do.
I feel fearful and threatened when wondering around the house alone, even during the day now.
My sleeping pattern has especially been suffering lately. It is now every night I will be awoken from a deep sleep at 3:00am for absolutely no reason and all my attention is directed to the space behind my door.
I am from a First Nations background and have tried cleansing with sage and some prayers but it doesn't seem to do much good. I am worried my boyfriend being in the house may have been my only safe haven and that things will only escalate from here.
If anyone could provide other cleansing methods or have any advice for what to do or what I may be dealing with I would like to thank you in advance.