So there have been some recent events. Now I consider myself to be sensitive to the paranormal when it comes to hearing and feeling and even smelling sometimes. But not seeing so much. I believe that something is stalking me in a romantic way (and to be honest, I do feel a little embarrassed to admit it but if ghosts can be friends with people, or try to hurt them, I suppose there aren't any real limits to how they can feel about the living, eh?)
And while it hasn't become a problem, from my standards, it's still something quite peculiar I thought I'd share. In a previous story, I had mentioned having these experiences with a male entity when I used to live in New Jersey. WIth the help of an amazing investigator, certain possible identifications have been ruled out to who the suspected stalker is. I believe it to be a pale male with dark hair and a lean, tall frame. Whenever I am alone, I can sometimes hear a low male voice whether it is breathing, whispering, or even laughing. I will even hear a jingling noise I still believe to be a fob chain like on a watch, for reasons I will explain. Other happenings have been feeling someone right behind me, seeing shadows, and hearing whispering in my own household of more than one ghost.
Now this all started I believe in New Jersey. I understand this isn't a dream interpretation website and that dreams should only be mentioned if they are related to premonitions or a paranormal event and that is why I bring this up. I had a dream one night of a man with light skin and neck length dark disheveled hair wearing a dark suit with a chain sticking out (why I believe this is the entity probably checking a watch). He was screech-screaming and shaking me violently. When I woke up, I was unsettled but I just shrugged it off as a dream. The experience that followed this is what made me believe it might not have been a dream but a ghost trying to communicate something.
I decided a few nights after this to fall asleep on the couch. It was in the early morning hours that I was physically shaken awake and heard that same screech-screaming from my dream. I was so fricking scared that I jumped up and ran back into bed. I didn't see anyone but I just felt that violent force. Considering the screeching was still happening when I was awake and was the same from that dream made me think there was something more to it.
Finally we had moved out of that state, out of that old apartment building. And I believe whatever was in that state has followed me for various reasons. More recently, I have developed sleep paralysis. And while I am aware that it could be sheer coincidence, I do find it strange that every time I have it, I sense that same presence from the night on the couch. I recently had an episode and felt the force of that same guy on me and biting my neck and leaning his body weight on me. I saw him and couldn't move at all. I didn't see his face this time, just his dark hair from my viewpoint. Now I am obsessed with history. Like I'm a giant nerd. Specifically I love the 1800s and my fascination started growing after these events. Upon looking at male fashion I believe he is from around the late 1860s/70s just by the dress and his hairstyle.
Now just a couple nights ago, I couldn't sleep and woke up at around 3 am. I decided to sit on the couch with my laptop watching some videos and listening to music. As I was sat sideways on the couch, I felt a presence once more. I felt my thighs being touched and even heard/felt someone kissing me. Y'know the kissy sound people make. As I was laughing to a video, I heard a low male voice near my ear let out a laugh. I turned around and of course didn't see anyone. I've even attempted several times to communicate and don't get much luck. I've even tried to ask questions out loud and can hear a voice but it's mostly jumbled. Like hearing someone whisper but not making out anything they're saying. I'll even feel a hand gently touching my face. Sometimes I do hear this man's voice loud and clear but most of the time not much. I wonder why that is.
Anyway last night it was more communicative and spoke of us having a life once upon a time. As I was sitting up in bed it said "Do you remember me?" And I said no and tried to go to bed. Now this afternoon, I decided to take a nap and had a bunch of random dreams. You know just your run of the mill dreams. It was then followed by me suddenly appearing in my living room and I felt that dark presence again. I even thought to myself "oh no" and turned around to see him standing there staring me down with an aggressive look on its face. I just remember screaming so clearly. I felt the vibrations in my throat and woke up very confused.
I am going to include some background info on myself just to see if that has anything to do with the conflict of scaring me in my dreams and speaking sweetly to me and caressing me when awake. I have a boyfriend at the moment that I'm getting more serious with.
I've come to terms with just living with whatever is going on. But with that said, it doesn't make me any less curious to what is happening to me. The strange bit is that I believe there are more ghosts in my new apartment which is even weirder because this place was built in the 70s. So what's that about? I've even heard the jumbled whispers and conversations of what I believe to be my ghost to others. But I suppose that's something to only discover in death. I will update on anything else strange that happens as time goes on. Thank you for listening. What do you guys think is going on here?