It all started with a dream; a dream in which me and some friends were running from an evil man (I assumed he was a demon or a vampire because he was all dressed in black, had black hair, pale skin and glowing yellow eyes). We were really scared and we went into a huge room to hide. And right out of nowhere, he suddenly finds me and forces me to marry him. At first I was afraid, but then I started to like him, although he was evil and everyone else was afraid of him. Since then, I keep seeing him in my dreams and I just fell in love with him.Recently, I dreamed about some fairies who warned me to stay away from him, yet he was the one coming for me. He often forced me into staying in his fortress and every time I escaped, he sent his army after me to bring me back into the fortress.
He has some kind of anger issues, but he's gentle with me.We've never had... You know. And the fact that I'm his wife made me wish I won't get married in real life because I love him (I'm 15 by the way).
A few days ago, I dreamed we were attending a masquerade ball and we were dancing together.That's when I heard him for the first time telling me that he loves me. And it didn't happen just once. He kept repeating these words in random moments of the dream.
Now back to the real world. I also read about spiritual husbands and familiar spirits and I got all confused. Some of the things I read matched to what happened to me. Especially the demon part. What if he's a real demon? What if God would be upset at me for falling in love with that man?
So after the idea of him probably being a demon entered my mind and a few weeks passed, I decided to deny the fact that he might be a demon and believe that he's just a figment of my imagination.
But yesterday, I woke up in the middle of the night for some reason. I don't remember how, but I think I saw a demon. I can't figure out if it was a dream, a hallucination or reality.It's hard to remember how it happened. He looked terrifying (like the pictures you see on google) and had this yellowish green light on his face. It happened really fast, and now that I think about it, it was probably a hallucination or a dream. But right in that moment I was scared and I tried to admit to myself that my husband IS NOT REAL, because there was still a part of me that thought he was real, but in another world I'm allowed to visit when I'm asleep. So I kept repeating to myself in my head that he's not real until a velvety,deep,male voice suddenly screamed inside my head in an angry manner. You know, some people can hear voices when they're in a half asleep and half awake state.I've been experiencing the same thing. When almost falling asleep I can hear voices telling me random things like "Put that on the wall." or " Where's the refrigerator?".Yet,this time, the voice that screamed was identical with the voice my husband possessed in my dreams.
Now I'm totally confused. Is he real or not? Am I a bad person for falling in love with him?
I just want to hear your opinions because I'm not sure if what's happening to me is right or wrong, or it's just my imagination. Thank you for reading.
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