Shortly after my second divorce, I went through a period of anger and depression. I found myself constantly questioning God, why my life was not going well. One Saturday morning it was about 2:00a.m. I was laying on the living room floor watching the television, I felt so restless and could not go to sleep. As I was laying there I saw out of the corner of my eye a shadow pass from the kitchen and go into my bedroom, thinking it was just my imagination I did not give it a second thought.
A little later I could hear in a raspy tone something going pssst, pssst, I turned around still laying on the floor and felt something heavy jump on my chest. I could not move and was totally in the worst fear of my life. I closed my eyes and felt whatever this thing was, breathing inches away from my face, and it was the foulest smell I have ever known, the smell was worse than that of rotting meat. In fear and in desperation I called upon God but could not get the words out, I was babbling and still unable to move and I definitely did not want to open my eyes for fear of what I may have seen. I felt its foul, hot breath inch closer to my face and in a menacing voice said, "Open your eyes and see who commands you". At that point I started to talk to God with my mind, and asked him to forgive me for questioning Him and for anything I may have done to offend Him, or anyone. I promised God that if He were to remove this presence away from me, I would never love anything or anyone in this world more than I loved Him. At that very moment I felt the weight lift off my chest and felt a peace like none before.
This all happened in the spring of 1985 in San Antonio, Texas. I did move shortly after that, and while I still have had other supernatural and paranormal experiences, this one was by far the worst and the scariest.