I have been reading this site for quite sometime now and I finally had the courage to tell one of my stories.
Ever since I was a young girl I was very aware of the other plane. We shall put it that way. And being a young child seeing certain things would scare me and give me nightmares. For example at my parents' house I would often see shadows, out of the corner of my eye, or the time I talked with my grandfather and he was actually dead - since my father was 3 months old.
Yes - Weird does not even begin to cover it, and I have learned how to deal with them, or at least not letting fear control my life.
At a certain point I started seeing faces when I closed my eyes, faces I cannot identify and always in the dark, and they are always with color. One time their are blue, other times red, green, rarely they have several colors and I always feel like I am being watched. When this happens I find it hard to breath, or move because I am too scared. I have tried to understand if the colors are connected to my humor that day but I can't find a pattern.
The sensation I get is that they are trying to tell me something. I just can't understand what. If I concentrate too hard they disappear. That is when I feel more brave.
It doesn't matter where I am, alone or not, so that makes no difference either.
Has anyone experienced this before? Or know what they are? I have tried to search stories similar to mine but no joy. It would be great if there was something I could do.
Thanks in Advance
I don't see them every night either. It just depends how tired I am. I like to read in bed before sleeping and if I'm really enjoying my book, I'll read until my eyelids begin to droop. When that happens, I'll put the book away and am usually in the land of nod in seconds, so before the faces have a chance to develop. If I settle down before I'm really ready for sleep, they'll start to appear. As I said before though, I find them quite fascinating, so I do look for them, but if anything scary turns up, I just open my eyes and they're gone when I close them again!