This experience is the first thing I can remember but I put it down to being young, having weird dreams and an over reactive imagination for some time... But I just can't shift the feeling that it is so much more than that.
I was about 13-14 and I went to bed as usual nothing out of the ordinary and read my book until I got tired. I drifted off almost straight away and got into a deep sleep.
I started dreaming about this man I can't remember seeing his face. He climbed through the window and pulled my cover off and sat on top of me. The window was closed and locked and I couldn't relate to this guy at all. He wasn't wearing any clothes and he started to caress my body. At this point I woke up (or at least I think I did... It felt real but I also felt like I was still dreaming.)
I felt heaviness on my chest and I was breathing heavily. I felt something start to stroke up my arms and down my chest...
Obviously because I was so young I was freaked out by this and started to panic a bit but couldn't find a way to move or talk I just lay there hoping for it to go away.
Then the heaviness lifted and I felt someone stroking my legs and trying to open them... I didn't have the strength to stop it and I felt the heaviness back onto my thighs and it felt as if something was pulling my shorts aside and something wet going into me...
I couldn't talk I couldn't move I couldn't make a sound I felt stuck, frozen as if I couldn't do anything at all, it was horrible. I finally was able to shout leave me alone! And sat bolt up right and the heaviness was gone. It felt like I was waking up from a nightmare with all the feelings and shakiness.
I really don't know what this is but I thought I could get help from you guys seeing as you've been so helpful making me understand in the past.
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Alex.