So, Here it goes. I have expierenced some weird encounters recently in the past couple years. My life has seemed to be going on normally until one fateful day when my friend committed suicide. That day I was different and something weird seemed to come with it. I do not really know how to explain but I swear to you, that I have seen what I percieve to be as a demon after that day... And it is reoccuring. It started out as simple manifestations of a human like creature... As in one look I see it, and then I double take and it's gone. I usually just shrugged off this phenomenon until something extremely horrid happened.
This horrid thing was the fact that this demonic like creature started to converse with me like he actually knew me. It said things like, "now you really know pain." and "Join me."
This really freaked me out, but then I thought that it may have actually been my friend who committed suicide. I mustered up the courage one day and when the demonic entity appeared I asked it in a calm voice, "I'm not afraid of you... Are you Dylan?"
I felt really good about asking the creature if it was my deceased friend but what happened next scared the living crap out of me. The demonic entity just looked at me with those weird pitch black eyes and said in a mocking voice, "Dylan? Who is that? I am not that... I am you and you are me."
I never really got what it meant when it said the previously stated thing. The demonic entity then did not bother me for a long time, but I started not to feel like myself anymore. For one, I became extremely angry and agitated almost regularly over nothing. I even almost killed one of my best friends.
Could the statement that the entity said, "I am you and you are me." mean that this demon is saying that he is possessing me and will be a part of me? I really want to fight it, anyone know what I should do?