My brother who was just 19yrs old passed away which was of course, and is still, hard to digest. I was so shocked and after that developed high blood pressure which is now under control. By the way today is his death anniversary. After he passed away I was so down and I couldn't take it, as I am 13yrs older to him and he is almost like my own son. I love him so much as I don't have kid of my own. Ok now to the story.
I am person who is into meditation. I teach meditation and yoga. So after this incident I attended one meditation retreat to get rid of this tension and my high blood pressure which was kind of erratic at that time.
During the retreat once the discussion was about souls and souls doesn't die and they live forever etc. The person who was taking retreat was saying about her experience in which she asked if my Guru is true or something like that please show me some signs or let this door open, and suddenly she saw the door was opened by someone.
So after coming from retreat I was thinking about this. I wanted to desperately communicate with my brother to know if he is alright. So I thought why not I ask my brother if he is alright... At that time I was on my laptop reading some stuffs on soul, death etc. It made me cry and I asked sincerely in my mind how are you doing bro and if you are fine please please let me know you are fine somehow.
By that time I was crying and tears were rolling and I put my head in desk near the laptop and was crying. May be after 5 minutes, from my guest bedroom I heard the radio turn on (this radio is portable one which operates on batteries, my hubby most of the time he keeps it on and it plays and sometime when the battery is low it dies down on its own and the radio is not switched off). But at this time this radio sprang to life and I heard his favorite song being played on the radio.
This song he loves it so much that he always sings it. As soon as I heard this song I was happy and now I was crying more to know that he is fine. I went to the guest room and was looking at the radio and I waited for the song to get over and then switched off. I was so happy that when I asked whole heartedly he showed my the signs that he is fine and alright by playing the song.
The funniest thing is here we don't have Tamil radio station at that time. Usually the Malayalam radio stations they sometimes in between play Tamil songs. So it was great validation for me that my brother is fine and all is well with him which made me feel good.
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