This is my third story and this happened when I was 14.
After we had moved from the old house where I heard the breathing, we moved into another house a few years after as the house we were renting in was to be sold. The new house was smaller but I liked the look of the house as it had fresh white paint on the interior and exterior and I felt it odd as the house had a name plate next to the front door which said Tara. There were only 2 bedrooms in this house and my mother had purchased an old aluminium trailer/caravan for me, which looked like it was pulled right out of the 1950s. That was to be my room out in the back yard. Mum had dug a shallow trench and ran a power cable from the house to the caravan so I could have power. I always hated being in there by myself and so far away from the rest of the family but I didn't complain. At night I would feel uneasy as the next door neighbours trees blocked out the light from the street lamps & left me in darkness.
Behind our back fence was a block of land which was just a few trees and grass. I used to see kids playing over there. Only way to get into that place was narrow sidewalks or jump the fence as it was in the middle of the block surrounded by houses.
At that stage of my life I had severe anxiety and depression and started to cut myself with a razor. The reason I did this was the pain I felt in my heart was numbed for a short time while I cut my arm and feel the sting, then watch the blood drip off my arm.
One night I was sitting up in bed when all of a sudden I felt compelled to look out the window next to my bed. It was past midnight but not sure the exact time. I looked where that vacant land was and I could see two red glowing lights in the distance. Which I thought was real odd as I've never seen any cars in that area. I just assumed it was someone who had parked but left their lights on. I looked away for maybe 5 seconds then looked back the lights were closer. They were not moving just stationary. I then thought maybe it was one of those kids who play there during the day playing with glow Sticks or something? I looked away again and back at the lights and they were at my back fence. I started to feel scared. I didn't know what they were but it looked like two orbs burning with red fire. They were spaced as if they were eyes! I started to freak out and cry as I thought if I broke my gaze it would be closer. I must have been staring for 2-5 minutes then I heard a noise I looked the opposite way to the eyes for a split second and when I had turned to look back the thing it was right at my caravan window! It seemed about 8ft tall but all I could see were the eyes. They just stared at me and I froze in dread. I feel this thing was just toying with me or maybe scaring me to use that fear as food?
After a while of nonstop staring I looked away and back and it was gone.
I was a very troubled teen and I agree with your statement that I attracted it.
Sorry I am so vague but it was so long ago that the details are hazy.