I recently discovered that I'm Psychic Medium. I can see, talk, and feel the presence of ghosts. I don't quite understand everything just yet, so I'm not an expert. But it all freaks me out still, but I find it unique that I have this ability. I figured this all out after I've started to have dreams that'd wake me up in the middle of the night in a panic, because I'd just dreamt of something tragic, like a murder, a rape, or assault. And ever since I've started this new life of mine, things have gotten strange.
I'm still not so sure how I even got like this. I just always wake up with the feeling that it was a story that was given to me, a true story from beyond. Though I have no solid proof, I know that it's someone showing me all this for a reason. What's the reason? I mean, am I supposed to help? I don't know, but I try, but never succeed. Everyday now, I see ghosts. Sure, that may sound weird to you but not as weird as it is for me. It's basically my life now.
Like the other day, I was asleep and dreamed of a guy in his teens. He has brown hair and green eyes. He doesn't seem bad, but whenever I go to sleep, I see him. I know I've seen him around my house, but he never comes out to communicate. But in the dream, he talks to me. It usually starts out with me sitting on my couch and him coming to sit by me. We'll talk, and I'll tell him how everything is, like it isn't even a dream. But at the end, he'll kiss me, and then I'll wake up from there.
I've started to think that this man is growing attached to me. I don't know why, but I think it's because he's lonely. When we talk, he tells me how he misses his little sister and parents, and how he wishes he could move on. It's sad, really. I wish I could help, but I can't. And whenever I feel his presence, I can feel his feelings. Like if he's sad, happy, or mad, it'll affect and change my mood too. I don't know if that's the cause of letting a spirit grow close to you, but it bothers me. I'm a happy person most of the time, but I'll just get these mood swings and lash out on my parents or siblings.
And ever since then, the dreams have started to get more aggressive. We start out talking, but then he will try to do something 'sexual'. I don't know why, but it's crazy! Like I never really agreed to a kiss or talking to him in the first place, but I can't really move, all I can do is talk. But if I get mad or fight against him, he starts to get violent. It's gotten so bad, I'm terrified to go to sleep. I know it sounds crazy.
But I temporarily got him to quit doing what he was doing, but I'm afraid it won't stop him for long until he starts up again.
Does anyone know or experience anything about this and can help?
I know moving isn't a answer, but anything will help right now.