My story starts way back when I was 4 or 5. I would always wake up with pots and pans banging and cabinet doors slamming. I had siblings but only two and this would happen to me very morning.
When I would wake up everyone was sound asleep and I would be the only one awake, I would sometimes wake up my mom but when I did she told me that she couldn't hear anything and for me to go back to sleep. I never wanted to get up and check because I always had a bad feeling about it. But at the time I didn't know what was happening to me. A few years pass and all of a sudden they stop and I never heard those noises again.
Then when I was 11 it got worse way worse. I started seeing AND hearing things. I should have mentioned this earlier but my mom told me that when I was 3 I got possessed. I don't know anything about this but what my mom told me but she says that I was and she heard me growl and not the normal kind but then she started praying and the growling got even louder. Then she started speaking in tongues and a black thing came out of me and ran out the door and when it ran out the door slammed shut.
But back to my story the things I was seeing where demons and the things I started hearing where voices. I don't know where it all came from. There where times where I would be lifted off my bed and there where times when I would get touched or scratched and where they touched me there would be a big red mark. But it got so bad I had to take high dose meds to stop the voices and the things I was seeing but I can still feel a presence. Can anyone tell me how to deal with this? Can I control it?