I have been having a re-occurring dream for the last 10 years. This re-occurring dream started in 1995. I was married at the time. I got divorced in 2203 and left the family home with my two boys. I don't know how to start so I will just go into how I know I will be having this dream or nightmare or whatever it is.
Anyway, this is how it starts: I will get ready for bed but hours before I always seem jumpy and have a feeling there is somebody watching me. I try to shrug the feeling of but cannot. When I get ready for bed, I am overwhelmed by fear and scared to sleep in the bedroom.
The weird thing is I have two men in the flat, my boyfriend and my youngest son. My eldest has his own place now. When I tell them how I am feeling they both always say to me "don't be silly we are here".
Before I get into bed I light a candle and turn the radio on to divert my attention to music. I always manage to fall asleep, then I will wake up suddenly and I can sense there is somebody in the room. I try to stay awake but it is like I am forced back into sleep. In this state of sleep, there is a male presence that is trying to kill me. He always seems to go for my neck, wanting to strangle me, I try to get away but can't. It is only when the hands touch my neck I am shouting for help and manage to wake up.
The strange thing is I have this dream and this presence has come to harm me in immediate family homes, so the first was my grandfather's house in India, the second was the marital home, the third was my uncle's home in the USA.
When I moved into my two-bed apartment, the dream stopped and for about 2 years I was fine, until about 2 years ago. The feeling came back and so did the dream expect this time, it was a more frightful experience for me. This presence, in two dreams went for my eldest son. I managed to save my son both times, the second time I stood in front of the presence and told my son to run.
This thing, has tried to kill me, on two occasions rape me, it has carried me into my son's rooms with me struggling. The last experience I had, I actually woke up and told it to go way and leave me alone, and managed to get back to sleep only to be woken again. I tried to stay awake but could not, the hands went around my neck and the next thing I knew my boyfriend had me sit up in bed.
I had broken out in a sweat and woke up crying and pleading for this thing to leave me alone. I do not sleep for months when I have this dream, but I have also realised that when I have this dream or nightmare, I know someone is trying to harm my immediate family.
This is very brief- there is loads more, I also have had premonitions and can feel when something is going to happen it is usually the bad happenings that I pick.