I already know that nobody is going to believe me but figured I would try this out and try to get some answers. When I was about 7yrs of age, I hit a depression and I figured I would try to turn to religion. I pray to God and said "God, I need to know if I'm actually needed in this world. If I am, send me a sign. If not, please forgive me since I will need to take my life." and I said it with all seriousness and certainty.
That night, I felt my bed shaking and it felt like punches coming up out of the bed. Since I was 7, I went and told my mom and dad. They told me it was just a dream so I went back. It continued for a week getting to the point where my bed would almost flip but apparently my parents never heard.
Since then I have this man that follows me around but only comes out of reflections in the dark. I'm a psych major in college and I have ruled out repressed memories and every logical path I could find. I have never seen his face and he has no eye colour. He has shoulder-length black hair and no beard. He changes clothes often. He doesn't seem bound by gravity and absolutely hates the light. Sometimes he hides in the shadows. This has caused me to be very paranoid since I have, as of the last 2 yr., been having blackouts.
I would just like to put a name on this thing and just wondering if someone here might have an idea. Oh, and another thing, I don't know if it's just me that sees him because he disappears when someone else comes. Also, there's no specified place that he appear It's just where I am, when it's dark, and if there's a big enough reflection surface for him to come out of.
I will try to get on every day to check but no rush. I have been handling him for 12yrs; I think I can wait until I get an answer. I hope to be hearing from you. Thanks