My fiance and I live together. Both of us share an interest in demonology but know better than buying an ouija board and getting into it. My father has warned me about them, saying if you cannot form a complete circle around it then it is not safe. I have practiced Satanism before, not Luciferism mind you, and never directed toward any Demon. One night we were feeling especially intrigued with the paranormal and decided to try to invoke the Goetic demon Baal, or Beelzebub. Goetic demons are seen as gods to some cultures and are supposed to be remotely in-aggressive towards humans to my research and understandings. They have helped humans before through predictions and insights. That night we had drawn his sigil, set up a scrying mirror, and I gave a small blood offering to get it to summon. We felt its presence for a few minutes and then it was gone, so I assumed it was disinterested.
This is why my experiences so far have surprised me. I was falling asleep next to Andrew, my fiance, and we were trying to scare each other by making growling sounds. Well I was falling asleep after we stopped and something made physical contact with me; it grabbed my foot! I asked him if he did it in all seriousness and he told me no. He also told me that night he heard a low growling noise after I had fallen asleep. Two nights later, my fiance and I were laying outside on a sheet cuddling, looking at the stars, and having a smoke. We kept hearing footsteps in the fallen leaves. Every time we would look over toward it, it would stop. And the second we continued our conversation it would begin again. The most recent of my experiences has actually spooked me a little.
I have had constant sleep paralysis throughout my entire life. When I have sleep paralysis I can only move slightly but after a few seconds of trying it stops. I have never had my eyes open during sleep paralysis before as well. I woke up tonight, completely conscious in something that can't compare to sleep paralysis. I woke up, stared at the ceiling and knew I had to get up. I felt something pulling me back into sleep, pulling my eyes back shut. I stopped breathing during one of my dreams. I tried to wake up and to move my feet to get out of it, which usually works. But it felt different, it felt as if something was pulling them back downwards defying me. My eyes were twitching and I felt as if I was having a seizure. I won, I broke out of it and got up immediately. I noticed that I was walking kind of funny but I left the room. Nothing else has happened so far but I will be typing up more entries as it happens. Thank you for reading.