This is the fourth time I am posting a story now and it probably won't be the last by the looks of things.
As most of you know from reading my other 3 stories, I am a sensitive to spirits; I see, hear and feel them. I also have a son who is 2 and 2 months and my daughter is 10 months. Just to make you understand a little better, my daughter sleeps between me and my fiancé and my son sleeps in his camping cot, we used to have the TV on all night before because of my son not sleeping but now because we got a fish tank we have that light on so it's not needed for the TV anymore.
So anyway in my last story I basically said that things were quietening down with my "demon" and the old lady is now gone. The thing is it has started once again and it is getting worse, I take it he is tormenting me or trying to get attention from me seen that no one else In my house knows he is there, we did not move unfortunately due to us having financial problems so all I did was move my bed to the other side of the room which helped for a while but it's useless now.
So back to my story, about a month ago I woke up to find a figure standing in my sons cot leaning over him but staring at me, I tried with all my might to get up and take him away but for some reason I was pinned down, I couldn't move, breath, talk or do anything, when I was able to move again the figure gave me something that looks like and evil grin and vanished as I woke my fiancé up.
After bathing the kids and dressing them in the room, I have this feeling that someone is watching me from the door, I will see someone standing there but when I give a second glance its gone or when someone comes near to me it leaves, it's as if this thing targets me while I am alone and therefore I cannot be alone in the house, if I know everyone is going to be somewhere on that day, I make a plan to go to my mom or wherever else.
Sometimes I know for a fact that I have closed my wardrobe door especially when I leave for work in the morning, but when I come back to the room the door is wide open, and no one has been in the room other than me.
I am awake every night once again for how many hours a night because of him waking me up, my son no longer wants to sleep on his own every night just after I wake up he wakes up with a blood curdling scream and won't stop until I put him in our bed where he sleeps further as if nothing even happened, I have asked him many times what is wrong or who is at the door and all he says to me is "its a gogo" (a south African word for something that scares kids basically like a creature)
Tuesday night I was out in the laundry room which is separate to our house, you need to go out the backdoor, walk down the side of the house, past my bedroom window to get to the laundry room, well for some reason I was doing the washing and I saw a girl pass by the door but she had a peep in before going past to where the washing lines were, I asked my fiancés, brother's girlfriend if it was her coming to see how far I was with the washing and she said no, while hanging the washing up my fiancé came out so I asked him if he had come out side and he said no, he was in front of the computer the whole time with my son and Daughter. The funny thing is that the girl that walked passed was about the height of a ten year old but for some reason I never at the time thought about it, after that once again I kept seeing a man stand outside the laundry door, I kept catching glimpse of him out the corner of my eye but when I look a second time he is gone, while hanging the washing up I saw someone's feet from under the washing standing in the corner, they looked like that grey colour of a dead person and also the feet belong to someone that is about 9 or 10 years old, but when I looked who it was guess what... There was No one there as usual and I saw them as clear as daylight.
I am sure that I am not going mad or anything like that because then I would be having these illusions at work as well which I am not, it is only at home. All I want to know is why after having our house blessed, praying, doing everything possible it still won't go? And who is the new little girl? This thing is causing me to have so much anger in me, I will be fine now and all of a sudden I will lash out for no reason especially when I leave the house to come to work. It is causing a lot of strain in my relationship with my fiancé, in laws and kids because of all the anger that I have inside Of me. My mom has told me she has seen it and so has a friend of us, my aunt in Australia has even told me there is something in our house. My mom says that my room is the worst of the whole house. I don't know where to go search the history of our house but obviously there was something bad that happened in that house before or someone has caused this or someone has bewitched me. We have also come to fact that there are currently 4 entities in our house, two of which no longer seem to bother me.
I wish it was so easy to ignore this but when I pay no attention to it, it gets worse and it is making me frightened to be in a house alone by myself. Please if anyone can share some thoughts or have any new ideas as to what I should do please let me know, I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown. I would really like to know what the real reason is for this thing being around me all the time or stalking me and what it actually wants from me - what do I have that it is so obsessed with? The funny thing is whenever I am around someone it never seems to bother me one bit; it will only be when I am on my own in a room or outside, now and then I get a finger poked into my back or side but no one is there when I look.
I was by my mom's house a few days ago and my daughter kept looking at the door saying "out" for about 2 hours nonstop, my mom soon told me that she has 2 spirits in her house but they don't bother them at all. So now I know I am not mad because my daughter and my son saw it.
Thanks for reading this; I know it is a bit long.