It was early January of 2011 at night. I was set to go to sleep and rest from a long day. I tried and tried to sleep but kept tossing and turning and had a feeling like someone or something was watching me from up close. It seemed like it was hours but I finally managed to get comfortable. I remember positioning myself on my back with my hands on my side and staring at the ceiling hoping for sleep to come soon. All of the sudden I heard a whisper in my ear. I couldn't make out what was being said but I could feel the warm breath on my left ear. I told myself I was dreaming but I was fully awake.
My boyfriend was sleeping soundly next to me on my right side. Shortly after, I heard the whisper again only this time it was a bit louder, "slut"..."slut" the voice said in a coarse male voice. I had this feeling of fright overcome me. I felt this man right on me. I felt heavy and unable to move like he was holding me down. I knew my boyfriend was sleeping right next to me but I was afraid to move my hand to try and awaken him. I began to cry and pray for this man to leave my room. The horrible feeling of fright left me slowly. The heaviness on my body also left. I sat up and looked around. I suddenly had this overwhelming feeling of sadness and felt violated. In spite of all that occurred I had to wonder if somehow I did fall asleep and it had been a nightmare. But it was too real and I didn't even get a chance to close my eyes when it all began and ended.
I did not sleep that night. The next 3 days I was an emotional wreck. All I felt was sadness and trying to tell what happened would bring me to tears. I was embarrassed to tell my boyfriend what happened. This has been the first time anything like this has happened to me personally. While I have not had any more visits from this man since that night I continue to feel as if something is watching me sleep at night and in my room.