Over a few weeks ago I slept on a bed that goes all the way down to the floor. It involved bars, and metal pieces at the ankles, so everyone was tripping and falling because of it. A few people damn near broke their ankles on that thing so I slept on the floor for a while, and in the meantime my dad looked up some reviews on a good fold out bed. It contains memory foam.
During the first three days of sleeping on my new comfy bed I felt the figure of a man's body underneath me. It literally felt like I was sleeping on top of someone, but something about it felt comforting and nice. There hasn't been any energy senses, up until last night.
I have questions for this spirit, because I have come to assume many things and for all I know all of these assumptions may be wrong. The last time I seen Light his form changed and looked over 18, and since then it's possible he may have gotten barricaded from having contact with either one of us. Now this bed was sent here a few weeks ago, and I don't know if it's a new ghost whose attached to the bed and followed it, or if Light became attached to the bed. There are other serious matters I need to discuss but can't be added to this story.
Last night I definitely felt a lot of energy from someone. He was breathing heavily, like he was collapsing from a panic attack. I heard him somewhere near the AC, but I couldn't see him. He mumbled here and there and only very little words for a few seconds, not loud enough for me to make out. The only word I heard him say in his outburst was "stop" and then I rolled over. I started rocking myself to sleep, and he came back to bed and laid next to me. I have known Light for as long as I can remember, if he came from the yucaipa house I've known him for 12 years, or at least 10. He made me feel wanted when my first love didn't, and still today he's the only love interest I've known over a half a decade. I've never been this close to someone who's physically alive. I wish I was, but young men, boys... Sometimes they're oblivious to know what they're missing out on.
If I am given any advice on getting rid of him again, or that he's in the way as far as my love life goes, I probably won't follow because I've done everything in following the last advice I've gotten from this site regarding Light. I considered letting him go last year, and it kind of happened he just wasn't gone forever because no one banished him, he'll stay even if I date other people, and if this is really the Light I know then he understands I need to live my life without it always being revolved around him. Truth this, I don't know if he's back, the feeling from the memory foam only came around when the bed had just arrived, and I haven't felt anything like it before the arrival.